Georgette Gerdes: Spectrum

 Why are you crying little girl?
 Lips buttoned, eyes red,
 snot dribbles,
 fingernails pick at scabbed bleeding scalp.
  
 What’s wrong sweetie?
  
 The void immense,
 a gulf
 abyss.
  
  
 The meltdown continues.
  
 Tears drizzle from bloodshot pools,
 pools hiding pain, in a room
 large and echoing, empty and cold.
  
 Meaning is unfathomable.
  
 The shudders and whimpers disengaged
 we’re in the dark,
 alone in that room
 no one understands
 none the wiser.
  
 Pleading for an answer, a signal, a message
 falls on deaf ears.
  
 Nothing forthcoming.
  
 only annoyance.
  
 Speech is dumb, impossible.
  
 My words ignite 
 howls, like gasoline on a bonfire
 limbs thrash, writhe, strike
 tension stretches through twitching fibres,
 incoherent cries and sobs persist.
  
 Please tell me darling, what’s wrong?
  
 The tiger speaks
 Don’t keep asking, leave me alone!
  
  
 Mother retreats, 
 leaves a blur of red agitation,
 cooks dinner empties dishwasher
 hours go by
  
 Over and over
 love unwanted,
 rejection anew;
 unredeemed.
  
 The aftermath
 grumpiness
  
 Reasons left unsaid.
  
 Time sprinkles healing 
  
 A furry canine head nestles in the tiger’s lap
 unspoken comfort
 when all else is:
  
 Disconnect 

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